Tomorrow...

I've got all sorts of crazy mixed feelings. (None of which involve anything related to sadness, though!)

Tomorrow at 3:00 we will be meeting to officially close on our new home - nearly 4 months after first stepping foot in the perfect house.

...

D: "What do you think, Linds?"
L: "It's perfect."

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I'm anxious. Yep. I think "anxious" is just the right word to encompass my emotions.

I'm sitting in an almost completely packed house. If something goes wrong tomorrow...

Or if the funds just aren't there...

So I'm writing this post to request prayer. Prayer is so powerful! And so is trusting in the only One who is truly worthy.

Please pray:

• that closing will go smoothly and quickly (Derek has Micro Soccer Academy at 5!)
• that the timing for everything involving money going out will coordinate with money coming in (no bounced checks!)
• that God will continue to miraculously (yes I believe in miracles!!!) provide
• that we will not waver in trusting Him
• UPDATED: We desperately need a washer and dryer!

I've heard this quote several times recently, I can't resist using it:

"From your mouth to God's ears!"

This trusting thing has been so hard and so amazing at the same time! I was so proud of my husband the other day when he called to tell me he was on his way to the insurance company to pay for home owners insurance. He asked what we should do as we didn't have the money to pay for it. I was stressing just a little. Suddenly he said, "I'm just going to write the check."

That was that. So far God's got it covered!

Derek said later that doing that was the scariest thing he's ever done. Not moving halfway across the country. Not spending 6 weeks in Ukraine. Not preaching in front of hundreds of people.

No. Trusting God without the faintest idea of how He would work it out. That's scary.

And oh so rewarding!

THANK YOU for your many prayers!!!

((Don't worry, picture update of the house will come as soon as possible!!))

Truth vs. Experience

A Daddy Draft.

Biblical authority has been the foundation of my life and beliefs. It is Truth; it is trustworthy; it is the Word of God; it is alive. Sunday and Monday I was on a Spiritual Retreat where the majority of believers, and the man who was teaching, blended the Bible with their experiences. This made me very cautious and uncomfortable. How can we trust in our experiences? How can we know we are not being deceived? I heard grand stories of God’s healing power and His prophetic words and visions given to people. I heard stories of new revelation from God and miracles that I thought didn’t exist anymore. These stories have challenged me to step back and examine what I truly believe.

During our retreat I was indirectly referred to as arrogant, stubborn, and a Bible idolater. As I stand back and begin to process all that was shared at the retreat I am beginning to think that there may be some truth to these statements. I am willing to admit that I am still just a child spiritually and I have much to learn. I am still very reserved about listening to people talk about healings and prophecy and revelation from God; however, if the Word of God is truly ALIVE, shouldn’t we be able to experience it’s power in our lives? What does that look like? What does it feel like? While this retreat has been very challenging for me, one thing is certain, I am hungry for an opportunity to truly experience the Living Word of God in my life.

The Letter B

One day when I was trying to take a quick nap, I got the great idea of starting school with Marie. Then I finished my nap.

We're focusing on one letter a week. She's doing so well and I'm so proud!

Here's a handful of things we did recently while learning the letter B:

She painted a picture of a butterfly that I printed from here.

We read a verse that starts with the letter B. Isaiah 53:5 "But He was wounded for our transgressions." Marie got this book for Christmas. It's so cute hearing her say Isaiah. This has been a great way to help her with diction and to teach her about Jesus!

The verse book came with a corresponding coloring book.

I printed these butterflies, also from here. (We're running very low on colored ink, hence the different shades of pink butterflies).

I was so impressed with her. She started matching them up without me telling her to. And she had no trouble doing it!

Another gift she got for Christmas was this button set. "B-b-b-button." She's doing so well matching the colors! She still really struggles with the names of colors, though.

While this was only week 2, it's been so much fun so far! She loves getting the special attention and I love giving it to her. It's been fun to come up with a "curriculum" for her and find fun activities online.

It's really helped me to start seeing everything as a learning opportunity. Like today I explained to her triangles when I cut her pb&j into triangles.

I just love watching her learn! I'm so excited (and of course a bit nervous) about homeschooling.

I'm so thankful for my job :)

((Speaking of homeschooling, why have you decided to/not to homeschool? My reasoning to come in a future post))

The Jacobs Journal turns 1!

I remember when I decided to switch to Blogger from Xanga. I mean seriously, it was like, 3 days ago!

But it was actually a whole year ago.

Where's the pause button????

photo credit

Please let me know if you find it. I mean a functioning one.

So over Christmas break I typed up this post and scheduled it. I had extra time so I was working ahead. I thought that the Pioneer Woman Chicken Salad Recipe post was far enough ahead with the most views that I could safely talk about it here.

I kept a casual eye on the stats and still the delicious recipe was in the lead until suddenly...

BAM!

The "Super Emotional" post left that scrumptious recipe post in the dust! In one day! What's the deal, people?

Actually it's kinda flattering that you all picked a post that had no help from an outside source like the famous Pioneer Woman. My curiosity just has the best of me.

What did I do right with that post?

• Was it the title? Are you drawn to the possibility of a mommy-rant?
• Was it the picture? It's a pretty awesome pic taken by my "old fashioned" Verizon enV3.
• Did you sense the coming house update? It's been so encouraging to have so many excited with us! Thank you. :)

Whatever it was, I'm glad you stopped by and I hope you were encouraged by your visit :)

Come again!

Happy Blogiversary to the ol' Jacobs Journal.

Italian Stir Fry

The recipe card says "Zesty Chicken and Pasta." But it's actually Italian Stir Fry. I decided.

I don't have step by step photos because I didn't think of it. But while we were eating, after Derek said "I love this meal," I decided to take a quick pic of the final result and share with you! I'm telling you it's so yummy and so easy you will thank me later.

The original recipe is from Kraft.com.

What you need:

• 1lb boneless, skinless chicken breasts cut in 1 in. pieces
• 1/2 c. Italian dressing, split
• 2 c. broccoli florets
• 1/2 c. thinly sliced onions
• 1 1/4 c. chopped red peppers
• 1 T chopped fresh parsley
• Cooked pasta

What you do:

1. Cook chicken pieces in 1/4 cup dressing on med-high heat until there's no pink.
2. Add the veggies and parsley. Cook until tender.
3. Toss with hot pasta and another 1/4 cup dressing

Tips:

The first time I made this it was rather bland. So I added:

• Chicken seasoning
• Italian seasoning 
• Significantly more dressing than it calls for 
• Crushed hot peppers

Also, I have only used dry parsley. Fresh parsley would probably boost some serious flavor, also! Basically, be generous with everything that has flavor and you'll have a delicious dish!

If you make/have made this meal and have tips, please share!

Enjoy!!